SIX MONTHS IN KENYA

imageI’ve been doing mission in Kenya since 2012. I started the ministry in my home, praying and seeking fulfillment. The Lord, is using me in Africa. I came from a broken home, abuse very badly. Never treated…..  I won’t get into that. I rather talk about how God has bless me, and there’s no stopping Him. My six months, the longest I’ve ever stayed in Kenya. I cried a lot and I wanted to fly back home many times. My family in Kenya lost many relatives, they suffer a lot, pain and sorrow. My plans couldn’t be complete as I wanted, to many things was happening, I couldn’t control. The mission had to be put on hold many times.The lord new what was best. Protesters fighting and killing each other, right where all my projects were done.  I sold the land I brought three years ago., and sow that seed right back into families in Kenya. In my heart, I knew I needed to move to another location. I believe all the projects that I did this year the headquarters will be build in that community.  Regina Teacup Foundation never lack one single coin. I love the vision, it’s so beautiful, it’s wonderful to have a family by my side that loves Jesus, A family who believes in order, and believe in talks and getherings to help anyone along the way. I have no regrets. THE LORD IS IN CONTROL. My six months has been the test of times, many low times, and high time too. The lord is teaching me patience. Exciting moments that made me feel so loved when the family came to visit me. They would travel far to meet me.  I miss my family in USA. We long to hug, kiss, and talk about our future in Africa. The lord has been so good to me and my children. I love my work, the vision is for the future generations to come. My family and My family in Kenya we all will meet together one day soon.  My children, and my grandchildren will laugh and play with my families in Kenya. They will teach one another many things about their cultures.

I’M PROUD TO BE A KENYAN 💕

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION IN KENYA, ITS WHERE MY HEART IS.

GOD WILL….

WAITING, AND PRAYING

imageI’ve been in Kenya now alittle over three months, and let me tell you it was the test of times. now that I think about it, all my journeys to Kenya have been the test of times. lol lol. Mmmmmmm if I had to do it over again I would. life takes a toll on us, having to deal with people and places. Transition can be very tough and scary. I must make some decisions for me, and the missions, if I want it to be successful. Working to build a future for me and my family, and many others in the world, it is very draining. To have victory in our lives, we have to work hard to get it. No one  can  live your life, only you. We all were born with a purpose in life. look deep within you, it’s there. The lord will show you your purpose.  PRAY!

MY PURPOSE IS TO BLESS GODS PEOPLE THAT ARE IN NEED. I KNOW ITS MY PURPOSE, I FEEL FULFILLED AND THERES A PEACE WITHIN ME. I LOVE TO REACH OUT TO PEOPLE. THIS IS MY JOY!

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION, IN KENYA💞

 

Don’t Try To Fit In!

imageI  have been through the rain, and it seems my storms are getting stronger and stronger. know matter how much I do, it seems I’m getting less. I pray dear lord, why is it so. why it seems I get all the blows of life. I smile, but so much pain inside. I lol, but so many disappointments,  and I didn’t create them. Dear Lord, please don’t forget me. Will you….. will I always be alone on this journey. Hear your servants prayer, answer me quickly O Lord. sleepless nights again, little food I intake.

Don’t Let The Storm Take Me Away. Where do I fit in, there’s nowhere left. Only with You.

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WAITING

imageI have been in Kenya two weeks.  Waiting on The Lord, well let me say this. I have been coming to Kenya four years now, it seems like yesterday. waiting, losing sleep, waiting, sometimes can’t eat. waiting, wondering…….. I have experience in the past when it seems like nothing is moving, it’s a trick of the enemy trying to make you think the lord has forgotten you. Waiting, waiting, and in my silence The Lord is building me up. Regina Teacup Foundation is bigger than me! I ask myself this. what are you doing in Kenya alone, never really having anyone to call a friend? I tell myself you are not doing anything, it is the lord, Our God that does everything. Waiting on the Lord, can make you……… I Pray for peace in my life everyday.  I’m laying on my bed listening two the children play outside. they are always so happy, even if there tummies aren’t full. Something anbout kids,  they will play no matter what situation is. Kenya is my home, away from home. silence…… Have brought me many rewards. I’m a tool the lord uses to repair things that are broken. When  I’m broken, it is only the lord that restores me. Who is man?  Only a man. I look to the hills which cometh my help, all of my help comes from The Lord.

WAIT… it will come. just wait!

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TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS!

imageI was laying here thinking about all the things I’ve been through, since I started the ministry/ mission work. REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION IN KENYA, is a vision that must be completed. It’s not a self, serve me mission work. I have been working very hard to get where I am today, never really bother anyone. The problem I don’t understand. Why do people go after what you have, when they already have what Lord is blessing them with. Well maybe the lord didn’t bless them with anything, they trick people, and lie to get where they are today. When people are talking to you listen to the snake in there voices. A smooth talker is a crook and con artist. Tricks are for kids. I love when they come with game.  listen, and look at them, Pretend you don’t know what’s going on, Tricks are for kids. I believe in my heart most people, meaning us, we know what they are doing, why do we let them do it to us. Lol, lol,  Tricks are for kids. We must come to a point in our lives, to leave people, and situation that make us unhappy and unease. I’m know fool I can tell when someone is playing the game, of YOU GIVE ME THAT, I GIVE YOU THIS. I’M KNOW WHORE, I work for what I want, I don’t trick for what I want. TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS.

GAME POINT: o DON’T NEED YOUR MONEY!

YOU LOSE, TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION💞

 

 

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL MY BLOG READERS

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NEVER GIVE UP, ON YOU!

Thank you for all your wonderful comments.

2015 I made it!

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YEAR 2015 DECEMBER

imageI stayed in my room on Christmas Day. Wanting things to go smoothly. In many cases that never happens for me. I love to encourage people. I have a lot of great things to say about the lord, to many people. Encouraging them, letting them know they can make it through the storms. Let it be told, I have a lot of storms in my life, some create by me, most create by others. Either way a storm is a storm, it comes to tare up stuff.

Many times I’m more drain from the wind, blowing in all directions, don’t know which way to turn, then it rains. Raining on my parade all day long. The enemie in me, want to shout what the hack, Is going on. One minute up, next minute a curve ball, come out of nowhere,  and hit me smack in the face. LIFE? Either you are going to pick up the pieces, or you going to let LIFE do you in.

PRAYER, PRAY, AND LISTEN TO VOICE OF GOD!

THEN ACT ON IT, BLESSINGS FLOW IN PEACE.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION💞

 

 

 

NEVER AGAIN

imageNever again I will be so silly to think I can never amount to anything. I have always listen to what people tell me in the past. Now I only listen to God. I have been back in the USA for almost two months. Lately I have been missing Kenya a lot. I love the mission work, so when I’m not business I tend to get a little anxious. The lord says be anxious for nothing. I believe with all my heart the mission will be accomplish. I really don’t take the time to even get involved in anything else…. Well a lot is on plate, God gives us each a measure of what we can handle. The mission requires a lot of planning and praying.
So far I have done all that the lord will aloud me to do. My prayer, I want to be able to travel to Kenya more throughout the year with shorter stay periods. Listening to my heart, and not my head. Loving and giving, and much prayer, has gotten me where I am today.

FAITH, ACTION. IT WAS GOD THAT HELP ME. I WANTED WHAT GOD WANTED TO GIVE ME. THATS THE DESIRES OF MY HEART💞

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA 💞

REMEMBERING ALL THE LIES, THAT GOD TURN AROUND FOR MY GOOD!”

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I felt like writing today, I must hurry because the lights in Kenya have been going on and off all day, remembering all the promises people made to me on my journey. In USA, and in Kenya. We all make mistakes. But to lie so that things will be in your ball park, is not right at all. I love to see God turn things around for His glory! As I sit in my apartment in Kenya, I cry, and share a lot with God, because He understands. I’m so far from the people God put in my path, it’s like I never met them at all. I wonder do they often think of me that way too. Asking myself why?

Life is so very strange, people are too. I guess they say the same about me. Listening to the kids play in the compound, gives me joy! I have been inside for three days now. I thought I would go out today but….
I’m not unhappy, just lonely, but I rather be lonely than miserable. We expect so much from people. They really can’t do anything, they are in need themselves. It amazes me when you think you know someone, and it turns out, you didn’t know them after all. It hurts me to lose people, I have come to love and know in my life. I wonder do they feel the same about me?
There’s so many I want to see, but God says NO! It hurts when God say’s NO! I miss to lol with my new friend. It’s nice to lol, not some time, but all the time.
I except want God is doing, even when it hurts. Where are the people that said……. I have experience long suffering, brings me great REWARDS, when I’m silent. I LIVE FOR THE VISION, I ALSO LIVE TO ENJOY MY LIFE. I LOVE WHO I’VE BECOME. I DON’T HAVE TO BE PERFECT TO PLEASE GOD.

BE PATIENT, LOVE, LOL, AND BE FILL WITH JOY, NOTHING IS TO BIG FOR GOD. HE IS ABLE!

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

ALMOST, BUT GOD…….

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I almost didn’t make it, I almost lost my mind, I almost gave up, I almost said, lord I want to fly back to USA. But God!
I sit in my apartment, I think on my past in kenya, I never think about my past in the USA, because USA is not my home. It has become a visiting place for me now. When your life has ended,and a new beginning has started. It’s surely a sign, God has turn your life around. We must except life situations, and continue to move forward, if we want to enjoy life. Transitions are not easy, lots of prayer is need in making desison. I believe my family will be in Kenya with me soon. This I pray, I never stop praying. And I never stop believing. I work hard to accomplish my goals, I do make mistakes, the best part about making mistakes, they can be fix. That’s what God does, he fixes things, heals, and He makes the crooked lines straight. I trust in HIM! He’s my Father.

I ALMOST…….. BUT I DID’NT, I LIVE TO LIVE MY DREAM!

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA 💞

HEAD QUARTERS IN KENYA, BUILDING FOR FAMILY AND VISTORS, AND ORPANAGE

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SIX WEEKS IN KENYA 💞

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Six weeks in kenya, it’s been a lot work getting the apartment to fit the needs for my comfort. Thanking God for putting people in my life that get the job done. I thank God for my ups, and downs. I am free in kenya. I ride motorbikes, and I walk freely in kenya.
People really don’t know how beautiful kenya is, I love kenya. The country is breathtaking. still a lot places I hav’nt seen, God will also make the right timing for that. Laying on my sofa, saying how great my God is! I often wonder, wow God chose me, He could have gave the mission work to someone else. But He gave it to me. He is awesome!
Missing my family at home very much. Thanking God, he bless me with a family in Kenya, and they take care of me very well. I thank God for my family in Kenya. I am so bless. I can honestly say my time spent this season in Kenya has been new experiences. I’m enjoying my life, and letting God be in control. He has never fail me. My six weeks is a new beginning of new transformation in me.

GETTING TO KNOW ME BETTER, THAN BEFORE’

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

I DO FEEL ASHAME, WITH MY ACTION!,

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It’s seems the harder, I try to control my feelings, I become worst. I have been praying and praying, O Jesus help me to control my feelings. But I seem to let my feelings take control of me. I want to be more Christ like, always living the life to draw others to closer to God. Lately I been feeling angry, sadness, disappointments, over and over again. It’s not anyone’s fault, I’m feeling this way. I’m feeling sorry for myself, and I’m in the flesh. This is why I can’t overcome something that seems so big. It’s not hard to overcome, if I just let go, and let God be in control.

Life is so strange, one minute up, next minute down. Wow, it can be a rollercoaster for sure. We must not lend on people to to fulfill our needs and goals. We all have problems we are trying to overcome, and one of them is dealing with life. I love to express my feelings. In this mission work, God gave me, I have to let my expression be none. I am honest, I write to release my pain, And let the world know, I am far from being perfect. I mentor a great many people, I also work on myself. When make mistakes, and they are plenty. It pains me to have differences with others. I love being a lovable person, but sometimes it’s not there. We should always stay pray up. So when the enemy comes to make our life so miserable. We will know it is a trick to abort what God is doing in our lives.

I want to better, smarter, and wiser in everything I do. I want the world to know, you don’t have to be perfect, and God still loves you. Jesus is the center of my life. He understands me more than anyone. He knows what area I fail in, He knows what has to be work on, He knows my heart.
God looks at the heart, He know I have the heart to love His people. I WANT TO FEEL THAT GENUINE LOVE TOO.

I HAVE THE LOVE OF CHRIST IN ME💞

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

HOW TO OVERCOME LONEINESS

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I’ve been in kenya 19 days, loving the new apartment, it’s been a lot of work starting all over again, it’s not easy getting things started again, that you had once before. I thank God for all the great things he has done for me. When God says yes, He means yes. I thank God for this Sunday, for all my suffering. It is through my long suffering, where I have been rewarded, and my daughters have been bless. Doors have been open know man can shut. Sleeping under my net, thinking of new ideas for the mission work. I love kenya, and I know my offsprings will be here to share all the the great work I have done for the people, God has put in my path.
I have many lonely nights and days alone. But through it all, God comforts me. LONEINESS can eat at you, in way you never thought existed. I have overcome many challenges alone. In my darkest hours satan tries to creek in my mind to make believe I’m a failure, and I won’t succeed in what God sent me here for.
The’res nothing in the world can stop what God is doing. Not even me. I overcome my LONEINESS with prayer,never forgetting that God loves me, and he knows my every need, and he will supply all of them.
I have been praying to God these last couple of years about some things I want in my life before ever leaving this earth. I will trust in the Lord, with all my might, with all my heart, and with all my soul. He will give me the desires of my heart.
Weeping endures for a night, but joy comes in the morning.

LONEINESS is a place, and a time to grow. To build a relationship with God. Spending time with God, is the most precious love you can feel, you will never feel from any other human being On this earth. So when ever feeling alone, take your LONEINESS and focus on the love of God. In due time LONEINESS will become your best friend, and you will know how to stand alone.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

PRAYER🙏

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Prayer is the key to open doors.

Prayer changes things.

Prayer can change you.

Prayer can change me.

Prayer is life.

Prayer is joy.

Prayer is freedom.

Prayer is hope.

Prayer is peace.

Prayer is love.

Prayer is guidance.

Prayer is power.

Prayer is deliverance.

Prayer reaches God.

God loves for us to surrender, prayer is what connects you, and I with our Father. Prayer reaches near, and far, Let’s us pray together.

THE POWER OF PRAYER, CAN BREAK EVER CHAIN!

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

MY FRIEND JESSIE IS NOW A TEENAGER 💞

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Said my prayers, early morning hours, and thought of the goodness of the lord, in spite of my ups and downs. I got myself ready, and when jogging. I love to jog in the morning, I’m going to miss jogging when I go to Kenya, lol, I’m going to jog inside of my apartment. It’s was a little sticky, and hot this morning, but I still enjoy the run. Has I was was jogging I heard someone calling my name, from afar. I look, and it was Jessie, Jessie is a girl, running fast has she could calling, out my name. Running saying, I miss you, I miss you!!! I’m running yelling Jessie, Jessie, I miss you too. It was so loving to see Jessie. We hug, breathing so hard from excitement. I had not seen Jessie for one full year. I always bring Jessie a gift from Kenya. Jessie grandparents are Spanish, and they pray for me on the park almost everyday. Jessie, and angel God put in my life. I see her always just before going to Kenya. She is the perfect medicine for any day. We walk, and of coarse she ask sooooo many questions about Kenya. She wants to come with me one day. I never tell her, the bad things, I went through in Kenya, I always tell her how great Kenya is. She says, WOW WOW THATS SO AWESOME! With those big red cheeks of hers. I love to see Jessie with one ponytail in her hair, because when she walks it swings side to side, it just adds to the enjoy, with that great big smile on her face. She shared many things about the new school she will be attending, and told me she wants to do mission work. Of course I said. WOW, WOW THAT SOOOOO AWESOME!
I LOVE MY LITTLE JESSIE, God knew just what I needed to brighten my day!
I,love Jessie like she’s my child. I am bless that God put Jessie in my life. Genuine love is what Jessie has for everyone.💞

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

LIVE YOUR DREAM 🌺

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Live your dream, yes dreams can come true.,living your dream is a lot of work, you will have to disconnect yourself from others, that stand in the way of your dreams. There’s not a person in this where can make your dreams come true. You are the only one can make the right choice about how you want to live your life.
I was always letting people, and my emotion get in the way of my progress. It took me many years to be delivered from people. Most people become very bitter, when they see that life has cheated them in some kind of way. We are always talking about, what we are going to do, and never do anything at all. Either you going to work, or spend your rest of your life pretending you have already made it, which is a lie!

I run into a lot of people that think they are better than me, or just say, better than anyone. I’m never afraid to let others know you can live your dream, if you can withstand the pain, and disappointments that comes along with it. Anytime something doesn’t go right, please don’t giveup. God will fix it, I am telling you, it’s hard living a dream, but at the same time you’ll loving what you are doing. That’s because you have a passion for it. LOV and LIVE your dream.

LIVE, AND NOT DIE💞

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

IT STARTS IN THE MIND!

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It is always wise to stay prayed up, the mind can play tricks on you. It starts in the mind, then it enters the heart. Satan tries all kind of tactics to fool us. And sometimes we fall for the trap. Be mindful of the tricks of the enemy, it comes to steal, kill, and destroy. It’s a battle trying to stay above water all the time. If there’s a sinking ship around you, you better believe, they want you to sink with them too. It’s always a battle with the spirit man, evil trying to take over the good. I’m not a swimmer,So I have to float on top of the water, it takes a long time to get where I’m going, When there’s noone to lift you up, and no one around to encourage you. It makes the the journey even harder to complete. Surrounded by jealous, and envy, can be a killer spirit, if Jesus is not with you, and in you, you are a sinking ship.

I ask lord this question? when I had nothing, everyone loved me so much, now that I am doing something great, they hate me without a cause. Life is what it is, life. I am going to make it to the top, if I have to crawl to get it done. GOD IS WITH ME. I CHOOSE TO WALK WITH HIM.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

LOSING TOUCH WITH YOURSELF

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Losing touch with yourself can be very dangerous, thinking you have it all together, then… Losing touch with yourself can be so bad you lose touch with the world, and who you are, Then….. Losing touch with yourself, all the time, you thought you knew who you were in the lord, then….losing touch with yourself, asking where did I go wrong,then…. Losing touch with yourself, all confuse, searching for and answer, that’s not there, then…. Trying to keep your mind, from falling to pieces, thinking you were so strong, then…. Losing yourself, crying, sleepiness night, asking yourself what happen, I thought I could never be broken, then….. We think we have it all together, until the unexpected happens, comes out of nowhere, then… who am I, I thought I knew me. Then….. It hit me, am just flesh, trying to walk in the spirit of God, sometimes up, sometimes down, like a roller coaster , going around and around.

LOSING MYSELF, AGAIN AND AGAIN, FLESH EATING MY INSIDES OUT. I WILL ALWAYS NEED TO CALL ON HIM!

LORD I NEED YOU RIGHT AWAY.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

SO, TELL ME

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So tell me, what do you do, when your back is up against the wall? I face many challenges in my life. When I was in the world it was not a challenge. It was survival.
Looking back over my life, when I was in the streets, I didn’t care about anything or anyone. Now that I am saved, I just love trying to make things right for Jesus. Only thing about that is, I don’t care how hard you try to make it right, something always turns out wrong. We are not prefect, and we are going to mistake, and say things we don’t mean. I have come to know this, either you are going to be happy, or you going to be sad.
So tell me, what are going to do? I know for a fact we fail at lot of things, because we all want to be in control one way or the other. CONTROL, let’s see if it fits you. Want to be in charge of everything. So tell me what should I do. When you find your back up against the wall. There’s nothing else to do except pray!

Pray!

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA 💞

THE PRAYING CLOSET

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I am in my prayer closet again, I’m not hungry to do anything except pray. I say to myself, maybe I’ll go do this, or I’ll go do that, finding myself still in my prayer closet praying to God. Hiding from everything and everyone. My BREAKTHROUGH has come but am still in my prayer closet. Asking God, what now why am I still here. He’s not finished molding me, for what lies ahead. I fast, and I pray for everything. Fasting strengthens me, and shows me things I would not normally see with only prayer.
I do my best to please God, and not myself. I still mess up sometimes. I want to give God my best. I want to also treat myself good. Sometimes we get so caught up in doing other things that make us so busy, we run ourselves down, and forget about treating ourselves good.
While preparing for the mission work, I want to love what I do, I want to love myself, and I want to be loved. I am always working hard to help others. The VISION will never die, unless I stop working the vision.
I am sold out for Jesus, no matter what I do. Nothing in this world can separate me from the love of God. He is my ROCK AND MY SALVATION!

I LOVE HIM💞

I HAD A FRIEND TELL ME NOT LONG AGO. NEVER LET YOUR EMOTIONS GET IN THE WAY OF YOUR AMBITIONS.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA 💞

GOD

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I arrive home from Kenya on April 27,2015. It is now May 20. I have not left my room. God. What is He doing with me? God, and I talk a lot together. Some times my mind goes off thinking about other things I can’t control. Then I say God……

God, this is bigger than me, God…… why me, why not YOU! they thought I would’nt amount to anything BUT God…… It’s seems like the more blessings come way, the more I am alone. Is that what God does, keep you hidden until the work is done. God has way of moving people out my life.
Then I say God…. Then He says, I got this!
The ministry has been a lonely place in my life, and it’s going to be a lot more lonely times. You never know what alone is until you are alone, I mean alone. Just you and God, and you pray dear Jesus keep my mind. Every new level, I am broken even more. God breaks me down, so far down I can’t move, I can’t talk, all I can do is PRAY.

ITS CALL SURRENDER!

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA 💞

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY💞

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I love being a Mother. I love, seeing my daughter’s in there motherhood. There are wonderful moments raising a child. There are monments we are full of stress, and asking God, O my goodness this child……..
I love being a MOTHER. watching my kids grow up, and then I said, O my goodness where time has went……
I love being a MOTHER. Now my kids are mothers, they are still my kids, and I am still there MOTHER, NOT THERE FRIEND!

MOTHER’S WILL ALWAYS BE MOM, ALWAYS LOVE YOUR MOTHER.

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA🌹

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