Lord help me to know where you are leading me, and let me have the confidence to go where you send me. I’m not afraid, I’m drain from my surroundings, and I can’t seem to find peace no matter our hard I try, and it doesn’t matter how kind I am. ( There’s no peace ). God promises are not just empty words that are given to convince us to fellow him. The lord knows we cannot do anything in our own strength, so he gives us his confidence. I have so much love for the Lord, and it’s not my doubting that disturbs me. Its decisions I need to make in my life that is healthy and nourishing for me. We live to satisfy people to much, when they’re not giving two cents about how we feel. I never question people walk with Christ, it’s their actions that tell me, How can you have the love of Christ, when you repeatedly do the things you do to hurt others. I know my attacks come from the enemy, because I’m doing something good, and I’m sure God is please with me. How can I escape this nightmare I live in, it’s a dark dungeon and I’m trying not hurt myself while screaming to get out. My soul cries out, dear Lord hear my prayers, and deliver me, from being tormented. I will always love God, soon and very soon there will be no more chains holding me. Never give up, and never never Mistreat others. Your end will be your beginning. 🙏🏼Stay safe 😷