BEAUTY

When I wake up in the mornings, as usual I feel pain in my joints. It’s been hard for me to start exercising again, because I didn’t expect the radiation to get me down like the chemo treatment did, not as worst, but it left me tired all the time. Yes, I’m a breast cancer survivor. I never complained one time. I think I cried twice in the beginning. I miss my natural hair, and wearing my weave at times. Also I’m trying to get use to my new look (breast reduction). Has you can see my hair is beginning to grow back. God has been with me through it all. The enemy even tried to put thoughts in my head, that God did this to me. God is a healer, and I know he heal me. For all of you going through the big C, you can make it, if you think positive and have the right attitude.😃It’s hard, but if you want to live, you have to pray motivate yourself, and surround yourself with positive people, and lol much as possible, when you’re not in pain.😂 . Doing cancer treatments they always gave us a paper to fill out, asking personal questions about how you feel. Things like, are you sad, are thinking suicidal thoughts, etc…. a list of many Questions. I call it the sad list, the doubtful list, the killer list. I said NO to every question for five months, I had to encourage myself. I though about stuff that made me lol 30 years ago. What I’m trying to say is, love YOU!!!!!!please love yourself, or it’s going to be hard for you to survive. I pray now in the name of Jesus that you are heal from the big C. I will say this, you will never be the same, but you will be better. Live your life to the fullness when you are heal, be joyful. We never know what tomorrow will bring. This photo of myself, I decided to make myself look beautiful, and and feel beautiful. Love and appreciate you. No matter what you see when you look in the mirror. Thank God you are ALIVE!!!!! I’m still getting use to my new ( tits )😂😂😂😂😂😂 well I said it. Byeeee😘🥰❤️🙏🏼

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