I felt like writing today, I must hurry because the lights in Kenya have been going on and off all day, remembering all the promises people made to me on my journey. In USA, and in Kenya. We all make mistakes. But to lie so that things will be in your ball park, is not right at all. I love to see God turn things around for His glory! As I sit in my apartment in Kenya, I cry, and share a lot with God, because He understands. I’m so far from the people God put in my path, it’s like I never met them at all. I wonder do they often think of me that way too. Asking myself why?
Life is so very strange, people are too. I guess they say the same about me. Listening to the kids play in the compound, gives me joy! I have been inside for three days now. I thought I would go out today but….
I’m not unhappy, just lonely, but I rather be lonely than miserable. We expect so much from people. They really can’t do anything, they are in need themselves. It amazes me when you think you know someone, and it turns out, you didn’t know them after all. It hurts me to lose people, I have come to love and know in my life. I wonder do they feel the same about me?
There’s so many I want to see, but God says NO! It hurts when God say’s NO! I miss to lol with my new friend. It’s nice to lol, not some time, but all the time.
I except want God is doing, even when it hurts. Where are the people that said……. I have experience long suffering, brings me great REWARDS, when I’m silent. I LIVE FOR THE VISION, I ALSO LIVE TO ENJOY MY LIFE. I LOVE WHO I’VE BECOME. I DON’T HAVE TO BE PERFECT TO PLEASE GOD.
BE PATIENT, LOVE, LOL, AND BE FILL WITH JOY, NOTHING IS TO BIG FOR GOD. HE IS ABLE!
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