I DO FEEL ASHAME, WITH MY ACTION!,

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It’s seems the harder, I try to control my feelings, I become worst. I have been praying and praying, O Jesus help me to control my feelings. But I seem to let my feelings take control of me. I want to be more Christ like, always living the life to draw others to closer to God. Lately I been feeling angry, sadness, disappointments, over and over again. It’s not anyone’s fault, I’m feeling this way. I’m feeling sorry for myself, and I’m in the flesh. This is why I can’t overcome something that seems so big. It’s not hard to overcome, if I just let go, and let God be in control.

Life is so strange, one minute up, next minute down. Wow, it can be a rollercoaster for sure. We must not lend on people to to fulfill our needs and goals. We all have problems we are trying to overcome, and one of them is dealing with life. I love to express my feelings. In this mission work, God gave me, I have to let my expression be none. I am honest, I write to release my pain, And let the world know, I am far from being perfect. I mentor a great many people, I also work on myself. When make mistakes, and they are plenty. It pains me to have differences with others. I love being a lovable person, but sometimes it’s not there. We should always stay pray up. So when the enemy comes to make our life so miserable. We will know it is a trick to abort what God is doing in our lives.

I want to better, smarter, and wiser in everything I do. I want the world to know, you don’t have to be perfect, and God still loves you. Jesus is the center of my life. He understands me more than anyone. He knows what area I fail in, He knows what has to be work on, He knows my heart.
God looks at the heart, He know I have the heart to love His people. I WANT TO FEEL THAT GENUINE LOVE TOO.

I HAVE THE LOVE OF CHRIST IN ME💞

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞

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HOW TO OVERCOME LONEINESS

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I’ve been in kenya 19 days, loving the new apartment, it’s been a lot of work starting all over again, it’s not easy getting things started again, that you had once before. I thank God for all the great things he has done for me. When God says yes, He means yes. I thank God for this Sunday, for all my suffering. It is through my long suffering, where I have been rewarded, and my daughters have been bless. Doors have been open know man can shut. Sleeping under my net, thinking of new ideas for the mission work. I love kenya, and I know my offsprings will be here to share all the the great work I have done for the people, God has put in my path.
I have many lonely nights and days alone. But through it all, God comforts me. LONEINESS can eat at you, in way you never thought existed. I have overcome many challenges alone. In my darkest hours satan tries to creek in my mind to make believe I’m a failure, and I won’t succeed in what God sent me here for.
The’res nothing in the world can stop what God is doing. Not even me. I overcome my LONEINESS with prayer,never forgetting that God loves me, and he knows my every need, and he will supply all of them.
I have been praying to God these last couple of years about some things I want in my life before ever leaving this earth. I will trust in the Lord, with all my might, with all my heart, and with all my soul. He will give me the desires of my heart.
Weeping endures for a night, but joy comes in the morning.

LONEINESS is a place, and a time to grow. To build a relationship with God. Spending time with God, is the most precious love you can feel, you will never feel from any other human being On this earth. So when ever feeling alone, take your LONEINESS and focus on the love of God. In due time LONEINESS will become your best friend, and you will know how to stand alone.

REGINA TEACUP FOUNDATION
IN KENYA💞