ZENOLA!

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Has I lay here in bed, feeling sad,and sorrow. Thinking of my wonderful loving friend. She love life.  Feeling sad, feeling blue, O how did this happen to you. She was beautiful, and sweet, always made me laugh with those dimples in her cheeks!  I long to ask her, how are you, but she can not speak.

She is gone, I hope we will meet. O JESUS I cried night after night, what can I say, she is with you, and I hope she is smiling with those dimples in her cheeks. It’s hard to let go when she was so sweet , very gentle never saying anything except something to make you smile. I love to hear her laugh, that different laugh, it was not loud, a giggle. ZENOLA was a wonderful loving woman, always sure of herself. She always dress so beautiful. Now you are gone, but it seems you are still here. I feel you in my heart. You left apart of you with everyone.

I love you my dear ZENOLA, what will we do, now that a peace of puzzle will always be missing. It just doesn’t feel complete.

I just sit on the side of my bed, wishing you where still here. SO I JUST SIT, AND THANK GOD FOR TIME HE GAVE.

IT TOOK A LOT FOR TO SAY THIS.

TO BE ABSENT FROM THE BODY, IS TO BE PRESENCE WITH THE LORD. I MUST LET GO!

Bye my loving ZENOLA 🌹

TRINDA💞

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THANK YOU LORD!

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THANK YOU LORD FOR SHOWING ME, JUST HOW TO DO IT, EVEN WHEN I MESSUP, YOU KEPT BLESSING ME. I THANK ALL MY BLOG READERS ALL OVER THE WORLD FOR YOUR LOVING COMMENTS.

YOU DON’ T NEED A LOT OF MONEY TO DO GOD’ S WILL. ALL YOU NEED IS FAITH, TO FILL THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART, AND WORK REAL HARD TO ACOMPLISH YOUR GOALS, IT DOES NOT COME EASY. BUT AT LEAST YOU ARE DOING WHAT YOU LOVE TO DO. I LOVE THE MINISTRY GOD GAVE  TO ME.

I NEVER NEEDED, WHO I THOUGHT I NEEDED. WHEN I HAD MY OWN PROBLEMS TO DEAL WITH, I NEVER WALK OUT, I NEVER LEFT A FRIEND, I PUSH MY PROBLEMS OUT THE WAY TO COMFORT OTHERS.  THEY WERE NEVER FOR ME. THE PAST IS GONE, BUT I NEVER FORGOT. BUT, GOD HEAL ME. I AM NOT A COLD HEARTED PERSON. GOD HAS CONDITION ME, TO LEND ONLY ON HIM!

ITS SAD WHEN SOMEONE THINK, THEY HAVE ARRIVE, AND REALLY, THEY ARE STEAL STUCK IN THE SAME PLACE. I NEVER WANT BE LIKE THAT AGAIN. I THINK BIG, I PRAY BIG, AND BIG THINGS HAPPEN!

I AM OK, WITH MY LIFE. I CAN ACCOMPLISH WHAT I WANT, EVEN IN PAIN!

THE MINISTRY WAS BIRTH THROUGH PAIN, I TOOK MY PAIN, AND MADE GAIN!

THANK YOU FOR YOUR GREAT SUPPORT

THE TEACUP MINISTRY INC.

REACHING THE WORLD IN LOVE💞

JANURARY 1, 2015

imagePondering what to write, my head is racing. Some moments thinking, some moments praying. Asking God what can I say to his people. Trying not to say anything about me. But it has to start with me, to reach His people. Sitting in front of my TV, am not really watching it, I’m thinking of God’s people. I prayed, and I hope today is truly a Happy day for you. No! Not new cloths, not a new get high, not things, But a new mindset. Wanting to improve, understanding that life is not perfect, having the strength to go on.
We live in a world, where people believe that nothing at all can happen to them. But everything happens to everyone. So stop feeling sorry for yourself. I listen to other people problems. I share mines from time to time, if I feel it can help someone. You see, we need to stop being so holy, and reach out to people that are hurting. This year there will be know more struggles for me. God has proven to me, he has everything in control.
I want to be better, and live peacefully, enjoy my grandchildren, travel the world with my girls, while doing ministry. You see, ministry is my life, nothing else matters, but doing Gods will.. What matters  to you? Drinking every day, until you can’t walk, getting high, and you can’t remember what you did last night. This is not life. Why waste your life away. I’ve been there, and I have done that! GOD is everything I need.
All I can say is, don’t look back, move forward. It’s hard, but you can do it with a made up mine. Yes, the struggles are rough, and it hurts. We must let go of  things in our lives, to get where we want to go!
I don’t know why is it’s so hard to let go of the people that hold us back, and do us wrong. It’s because we are afraid of being alone. I have over come LONEINESS, but sometimes it creeks back in. I have to pray, and ask God to move it.  What seems real, is not real at all.
I want to let the world know, you can make it if you put your time, and trust in the lord! Be not discourage, Joy comes in the morning. More