I am sitting here thinking about all the people I though I could trust that I let into my life. It is a horrible feeling when you don’t have friend to turn too, they are in your life just to get something out of you .
BLOOD SUCKERS IS WHAT I CALL THEM!
There are in your life to feed off of your blessings, but the minute they see, there’s not a chance for them to take over, they talk about you, then they give you that half ( A ) smile, like they are all for you, and you can feel that killer spirit a mile away. I work hard at what I want in life, and others hate me for it. They don’t even know the struggles I go through trying to make myself a better person, with a better future, so they go around trying to feed off the hard work I am doing, and talking about me behind my back at the same time.
I have tried all my life to please others that kick me in face, and I let them get away with it. I will never trust anyone, I will only put my trust in The Lord.
So now I pray for me, for God to keep me humble.
The ministry has been draining, God has given me strength, I couldn’t do it on my own.
I Love the people that did me wrong, and they know what they did.
I love doing ministry, I tell you the truth, I get so drain from being around fake people. When I walk in a place I can feel the hate and jealousy, if looks could kill, I would be six feet under the dirt!
This is not target at anyone, just my life experiences, lol life is what you make it. All my joy comes from The Lord. I have a friend! His name is JESUS!
HE IS ALL I NEED, THATS WHY I AM BLESS, ALL THAT OTHER STUFF IS JUST MESS. GET RID OF IT.
I AM NOT SAME PERSON I USE TO BE I AM TRANSFORM, TO LIVE, AND LOVE ME, AND TO FORGIVE OTHERS THAT HAVE CAUSE ME PAIN!
I AM THE BIGGER PERSON.
THE TEACUP MINISTRY INC.