Everyone is always excited for the count down of THE NEW YEAR! To find out its just another day. I don’t spend my life in night clubs bringing in the New Year. Or for that matter, I don’t even spend it in church anymore. why? There’s never any changes there either. Through out the year,at home, on the job, in church, we aways say there are going to be changes. I have took some serious changes in my life before the new year got here. With lots of praying, and carefully planning, I see what God is doing in my life. I have learn to bring the New Year in alone with Jesus. I can hear Him speak to me much more clearly than being around a lot of fake people. You must learn to put all your trust in the Lord. Start the year out with listening to God’s word and not man. I have grown so much being in my secret place. Yes I cry. That’s because God is breaking me. Being broken by God is very hurtful, but trust me in the lone run its builds character and your Faith in Him.

      HAPPY NEW YEAR, is only for those that are happy for one drunken night. They wake up in the morning to realize that it was all just a lie. Yesterday day was the same as before.

Just another NBR. 2013. Thanking God for waking me up, in 2013 is The Happiness New Year of my LIFE


The Teacup Ministry Inc.


I love to rejoice in The Lord at all times. But lately I’ve been in a sorrowful pit. I’m drowning, and then coming up for air and drowning again. One minute feeling better, and the next drowning over and over again. Praying and praying asking God to help me let go of what’s eating at me. Why do we hold on to things that hurt us? Is it that we hope for the best. Or we are sitting back waiting for God to do it For us. I have fine out in life, the only way you are going to change your situation is pray and ask God to lead you the right way, and put your faith into ACTION! Cry it’s ok to cry, but while you are crying do something to change what’s making you unhappy.

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  Ministry is not thinking of yourself. It’s forgetting about you totally. I never enjoy myself, I’m always forever praying to God for others. I do,love to give and help others. To much is given much is require. The Teacup Ministry has been hard work. I have been doing it alone for two years now. There are days I fine myself just looking out the window with tears in my eyes. no one to love me, Like I have love everyone else. I’m know fake. I will tell you the truth I breakdown and cry lots of times doing Ministry for God. Even a little bitter. I had to repent today. I had thoughts in my mind and also said things. I put me first and not God.  Yes I’m human and I do cry and get upset. And get mad and just want to give up. I have learn to go to God and cry out to Him. Asking him to cleans me and make me strong to do his will. My life belongs God. That’s way it is. I can’t change that or ever turn back. It will be death for me if I ever stop doing Gods will. Yes I feel just like everyone else. But when you play the role of a leader. Feelings is not apart of ministry. I must trust in God for every need to be met. God is good to me I must be good to others. Loving them is what I must do. Jesus did this, and still love all of us. No matter what we do God still love us. I have learn wrong or right, it’s not about me, it’s want God tells me to do.

The Teacup Ministry Inc.


I’m a wounded warrior. I pray for people that hurt me. I’m a wounded warrior. I ask God to forgive them, I’m a wounded warrior. Jesus Said he will fight my battles. I’m a wound warrior. I pray night and day for people that hurt me. Some prayers last for years. And they still hurt me. I’m a wounded warrior. Yes I’m the one they lie on accuse me of things I did not do. Yes I’m a wounded warrior. Yes I must keep praying, asking God to remove my pain. Warriors have feeling also. We fight in the spirit and cast everything back to the pits of hell. We stand in the gap for others that do us wrong. Jesus die on the cross for me. So I must kill my flesh all day. It’s hard to die to the flesh, when people hurt you. They hate me without a cause. God is the light of my life. I want my light to shine before men always. I must forgive them. But I’m a wounded warrior. Jesus is may presence help, my help comes from The Lord. He has the power to do all things, and that power he gave to me. You can’t  never break a warrior. Why? The wounds heals very fast. The more you fight them the stronger they get. Warriors don’t give in and they don’t give up. A true warrior can withstand any test. They get back up fighting even harder than before. I put on the whole Armor of God. Praying for others rather they are for me are not, have made me the most loving and forgiving person in this world. Love is all I know. Love everyone even when you are wounded.

The Teacup Ministry Inc.

The grass may l…

The grass may look greener on the other side, but it still has to Be mowed.

One day a stonecutter delivered a slab of of stone to merchant. Seeing all the merchant’s wonderful goods, the stonecutter said, I wish I was a merchant. In the twinkling of an eye, his wish was granted. Sometime later, the hot sun beat down upon the man and he said, I wish I was the sun…greater than any man. Instantly, he became the sun. He was happy for a time, until a cloud came between him and the earth. He said, That cloud overshadows me. I wish I was a cloud. Again, his wish was granted. He was content until he came to a mountain, which wouldn’t  let him pass. He said, That mountain is greater than I, I wish I was mountain. Forthwith, he became a mountain and thought, Now I am the GREATEST OF ALL!

But one day a little man carrying a hammer and chisel climbed up the mountain and began to Tap at it. The mountain,unable to stop him , said, That little man is greater than I, I wish I was a stonecutter . Once again his wish was granted and the stonecutter remained happy and content ever after.

Be content with such things as ye have.



My God Bless and keep you,

The Teacup Ministry Inc.


Faith is daring the soul to go beyond what the eyes can see.

Faith is daring the soul to go beyond what the eyes can see.

Adversity sometimes comes to rob you. Instead, let it motivate your faith to be even more daring.

For we walk by faith, not by sight.
2 Corinthians 5:7



To all the family’s that lost your child. They are in heaven now, what lovely place to be. You have a right to hurt and feel what you feel. Just know that God feels it too. God loves us and his children. O the children are his children, and they are in the Kingdom sitting by Him. The children are laughing and playing with the Angles, and they are saying, why mommy and daddy are crying. Angles says to them, because they miss you. The children are saying, O we must tell mommy and daddy we are fine. How can we let them know we are happy and well?

The Angle said to the children they must pray to our Father in heaven. And The Father in heaven will let them know through there prayers to Him that he will take care of all you. And the children says, to the Angle. Will I see my mommy and daddy again. The Angle says yes. Only through the Father. The children says, why is that.  the only way to get to heaven is through His Son Jesus Christ. So if mommy and daddy know Jesus I will see them again. The

Angle says yes. O mommy and daddy please except Jesus in your heart, so we can see you again. We love you mommy and daddy don’t cry we are happy in THE PLACE CALL HEAVEN.

God Bless The Families, and the Connecticut children


The Teacup Ministry Inc.

THERE IS A PLACE CALL HEAVEN. The children are in heaven, laughing and playing. They are with Angles.




I have always been praying, and asking God to birth the vision he show me. And send people in my life to pray with me for the vision to come to past.
Yes, they prayed with me for the vision, now that vision as been birth. They hate me without cause. Surely when they were praying for me, and with me. I just knew they were happy for God to do His great works in me. It amazes me, when you don’t have what you want, Everyone seems to love you more. But the minute you are bless, they are saying everything to you, except, I’m happy that God has bless. I call them vision haters. They will do all they can to make you feel, you are not call to do what God has chosen you to do. I’m not sure who to trust. The ones I let in my home, that say there my friend, and get in a circle and pray with me. Or the ones in church that smile in my face, and at the same time hoping I fail.
This how you overcome a vision hater. You never give up, in Jesus Holy Name! And never let a vision hater make you believe, that you were call just to listen to what they have to say. Vision haters can’t see your vision, They just speak against it. God is on my side, he who as started a good work in me, he will finish. Pray and ask God to forgive them, and have grace and mercy, for they know not what they do, Be kind, never let them see you sweat.

And we know in all things God work for the good of those who love the lord, who have been called according
To his purpose.



 I wanted to share with you that The Teacup Ministry is now, The Teacup Ministry Inc. I have being praying for many years to birth the Teacup Ministry. To all my readers thank you for supporting me. God has been good, in spite of what I have been going through to get to this point. There is still lots of work to be done, and many prayers to be answer. I will be going to Kenya soon please keep me in your prayers. I want to love the people and do a great work for God. I know God will bless Kenya. He  has chosen me to do that great work for him. 

         Keep me, and Kenya in your prayers, we are here to make a different in each other lives. We are all Gods people. I love you all very much God bless, and HAPPY HOLIDAYS

The Teacup Ministry Inc.




   I have been praying for The Teacup Ministry for years, asking God which way to go. The Teacup Ministry started in my home. I would invited about sixteen women to my house every three months and I would serve them, and we all would sit and sip tea and nibble on the the cakes and finger sandwiches that I made. That year was a trying year for me. Everyone I thought was my friend God snatch the covers off. boy, I was really hurt. Now I was alone, and thinking everything was going to fall. I prayed to God asking Him to help me continue to search for whatever it was he wanted me to do. The teacup Ministry was born out of my home, this where I first started to do ministry. Leaders didn’t take to me very well in there churches.

        God has kept is promise to me and have answers all my prayers. The TeaCup Ministry, 

The TeaCup Ministry as now been BIRTH! It is now call 

The TeaCup Ministry INC.

I thank God I have heard His call. The Road has been stuff. I have lost many friends. I have cried many nights, but all my sleepless nights and my pain are Now fill with Joy. I want to do right by God. He has put His trust in me. To God Be The Glory, it is well. Thank you Father. You said what ever we do it is not in vain. Don’t ever give up.

To my wonder friend,

Mutua Philip, love you with all my heart. Thank you for being there when I couldn’t sleep or eat. You are the world’s greatest friend. May God bless you always.

TeaCup Ministry INC.