I will not be decorating my house for the holidays . Its all about giving and not about receiving. Jesus is the season all day everyday in my Life. Take all your Christmas cards and keep them in a basket and pray for the people that give them to you.






God made you one of a kind! He knit you together in your mother’s womb. There is no one on the face of this earth like you.

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well
PSALM 139:13



    You can always tell when God is working in your behalf. The enemy gets very busy in every are of your life. You much stay prayed up at all times to defeat the enemy. but you must understand that Satan does not have any new tricks. You must  must not let your guard down, never stop praying God is working it out for you. He will take care of his own. Fall on your knees and pray, your life depends on it. Never get weary, stand on the word God. Talk to God, he hears your the desire of your heart.  Be brave and courageous, Yes wait patiently for the lord






imageI woke up this morning to put my turkey in the oven, and I began to pray and tell God thank you for all the blessings in my life. I was sadden when I find out that my friend in Kenya, never sat down and had thanks giving before in his life. They don’t have this feast there in Kenya. So I begin to explain to him what thanks giving was all about here in USA. I began to shed a view tears because, I wanted  Philip to sit at the table with me and my family. I felt really down. I took things for granted not knowing, every year celebration that we do, we do not think of others. We are so selfish when it comes to to having things that we really don’t even consider a big deal. I will never forget  this thanksgiving, it is a horrible feeling to sit at the table to eat food when other people are out of jobs and hungry. This year, since I met my friend Philip.

I have learn to only focus on the things that matter to God. Yes thanksgiving is a table where all the family get together once a year to love on each other and share the past and the future. We must learn to be nice to others and invited someone that is not apart of the family.

I always set my table for two more people that needs to feel love, and feel like they are apart of something. My daughter Paulina is bringing a friend that as not never in his life had thanksgiving dinner. This is what God want us to do. Why do we always have to feel like it just has to be us. God has made me over. When I get to Kenya, I will cook a thanksgiving dinner for Mutua and his family. I have love for all of Gods people, I want to share what ever I can to make someone happy. This day will be really heart felt for me.  I will be thinking of all the people that have never had a thanksgiving.

My life does not belong to me, it belong to Jesus. I’m so happy that God has given me a new look on how it really should be. But since is not that way. He chose me to make a different. Happy Thanksgiving to all, may God bless you. Serve with Love. Please don’t be upset about what I have said. To much is given, much is require.


God Bless You

Reach Out To Others

Happy Thanksgivings

Serve  wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not men,

because you know that the Lord will reward everyone for whatever he does.




It always seem that prayers that you pray will never be answer.  At this time in my life, all I have time for is to pray, no watching TV , or even going out for a ice cream cone. God as put in a place just to pray, even when I’m sick weak and have nowhere to turn, or even no one to pray with, I say to my Father please help me lord to understand what is going on, and what would you like me to do.  And he says to me, my daughter just remember that I love you. If you abide in me I will abide you. listen to my Words they are The Words of Life. (The Words of Life).  I can remember I use to go to my friends, seeking there opinion about this everyday life. People can’t help you get through anything, only God can do this. They can listen, but they can’t release anything that is going on inside of you. Only God can do this if you surrender to His will. Waiting and waiting, for God to answer.

I know God will work, but we can not rush him to do anything. So are you going to get mad, or are you going to pray. Just remember that God can’t hear your prayers in emotion. When you pray, pray knowing that the lord will answer in the time of need. He is so faithful, it is us that let God down, He does not let us down. Pray in and out of season, knowing that what ever you have been asking, trust in the lord, he sees every tears, feels every pain, that you feel. Yes He as feelings also. At the in of every situation there in a new dawn. Yes wait, wait on the lord. He will renew your strength, and heal your body, give you peace in the mist of the storm. Cry, get all out, and when you are finish crying, sit down and talk with Him. He is a awesome listener. May we all keep each other lifted up in our daily prayers. Always tell God thank you, everyday, and for everything.

To my dearest Friend

Mutua Philip,

Thank you for all your support.



We all have moments when we feel insignificant and alone. maybe you’re feeling that way right now. Everywhere you look, other people are busy with their own lives. they don’t seem to even see you. You want to reach out, but your cup is empty. And you feel as though you have nothing to offer.

       Dear friend, we can become so discouraged when we’re alone. The more we look to others, the more parched and empty we can become until we think we might die of thirst.

        We can choose to be hurt or angry. We can even try to fill our own cup. But being alone may very well be God’s design to draw you closer to Himself. He longs to be your very best friend. He loves you more than you’ll ever comprehend, and He alone is able to meet the deepest needs of you heart.

         As you make Jesus the center of your life, He fills your emptiness to overflowing, with plenty left over to share. When you reach out with this cool, refreshing drink of God’s love-one of acceptance. compassion, mercy, and encouragement-you may soon find another drinking from the same cup, and you both will be refreshed.



I awoke this morning to do my every Saturday cloths sales. I was park in my every Saturday spot, praying and asking God to sent me a blessing. I didn’t make much money, it seem every one was sleeping in, and did not feel like doing yard sales. So just when I decide to pack up and leave, a woman and mother came to look at some things that I had. Doing our conversation she told me she knew me from before doing my garage sales in my yard. We started sharing the goodness of the The Lord, I started sharing with are about my trip to Kenya and she told me every time I said Kenya the Holy Spirit came so strong over her. our meeting together this morning was more than making a sale. I end up giving them some things with know cost. That woman bless me so much, she told me it was such a blessing to know that love people in this way. We hug and talk about our great the lord is, and how he will open doors for his people. She lift me up so much, she talk the power of Jesus, it is so hard to connect with people that say they believe, but they speak out the other side of there mouths. I came home with ten dollars in my pocket, but it was the Word of God that brought life into a dead situation. I bless them and I return home. This where my day gets better, a friend of mine call me she was very upset and crying very bad over the phone. I told her I  wanted to pray for her, could she me meet at the parking lot atimage TJ Max I had to take my daughter to the salon to get her hair done. She also reminded me to bring a dress she wanted to buy from me, Praise God there was

my blessing for today!!!!

I met her there, I sat in her car, and she share some things with me. We talk about some of my problems and hers. I let her know God is not a man, he will not lie. We must put our FAITH into action and when we go to God and pray we must leave it there. God will take care of His own. After we talk, I said now its time to pray. Me and that sister prayed and we prayed. The HolyGhost took over that car. We began to speak in tongues and we bind some stuff and loose some stuff. AND GOD REVEAL HIS GLORY. She told me she had not spoken in tongues for 15 years. To God Be The Glory. She told me she smell a sweetness in the car like perfume. I will tell you the true my friend , look like a different person the glory of God was all over her face. She told me it felt like 50 pounds was lifted off of her. JESUS IS THE ANSWER FOR EVERY NEED TO BE MET.

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

1 PETER 5:7


And after He had dismissed the multitudes, He went up into the hills by Himself to pray. when it was evening, He was still alone.  Matthew 14:23

If you want to have victory in your life, spend time alone with God. Jesus took regular times away for prayer fellowship. He apparently had a sense that any time He felt He had given out all He had in Him to give, He would walk away from everybody and go somewhere, get by Himself, pray,talk to God—just do whatever He did in those times of solitude. then He would come back ready to minister again.

Don’t let yourself get burn out. When you feel you have given all you have to give, then go spend some time with God and get a refill. when your tank is getting low, you go and get it filled up again so you won;t run out of gas. But when it comes to spiritual things, you may be running out on fumes.

At times Jesus went off into the mountains to pray. He’d get up early in the morning to be alone with God. When He had a serious decision to make, sometimes He prayed all night. why? He knew the value of being in the presence of God.

When you are upset, go to Jesus and spend a little time with Him. In fact, run to Him.

I’ve said for years: don’t run to the phone; run to the throne. We need to honor God by putting Him first. We need to run to Him first, listen to Him first, give Him the first part of our money, the first part of our time, the first part of everything in our lives. According to Matthew 6:33, if we do so, He will supply our needs and bless us.



Being in my secret place have brought me pain and joy. It as taught me to only depend on God. I mean, know friends not even family, he has put me in this secret place where I have to only call on Him. In this secret place, God does not let anyone in. You have to fight all your demons alone, trusting in the word of God he is your strong tower. I have been face with angry mobs been talk about, been kick to the curve all my life. BUT GOD. He has look over me and sent his angles to watch over me at all times. If I was not in relationship with Christ I would have lost my mind many years ago. God has mold me into this beautiful woman that I know, it was only Him. I was nothing until God came into my life. I don’t look for friends anymore. I don’t look to family, I look to Jesus. 

                 Get in your secret place, and in that secret place God will reveal so many things to you. The secret place is growth, love, hate, joy, crying, madness, confusion , doubt, but through all of this reach out for God he will lead you on the right path. In that secret place you will find joy, peace and happiness. God will take care of His own. He will set you on a mountain top. I’m in my secret place now. It’s not aways a good feeling of being alone. But this is where, God can do his greats works in you. So that you will be able to love others as Jesus love us. Be not be weary in well doing. God is not a man. He will not lie 

Teacup ministry, God bless and keep you 

     Let’s Have Tea Together 


To everything there is a season and a time for every purpose under heaven  ECCLESIASTES 3:1

Time is a resource God gives us, and we must use our time to be fruitful. One of the phrases we should avoid both verbally and in our attitudes is; I just have a little time to kill, Time is not a commodity to kill or pass ; it is a gift to steward. If you are like I am, you like to productive with every minute. When you have five , ten, or fifteen minutes, don’t just kill your time. use it to bear fruit. Keep a book or bible with you and use those few minutes to read something. Listen to worship music or part of a sermon. When you have a few minutes, make them count. To me one of the worst things that can happen to people is to grow old and look back upon their lives and realize they took time to do what the thought they were suppose to do or what they wanted to do. I do not want you to look back in your later years and think you wasted your life years and think you wasted your life or feel you never really did anything worthwhile. no matter what your age is today, it is not too late to start right now using your time to bear fruit.



True Christlike love is not found on the surface of life. It’s not always an easy thing to do. Today’s scripture tells us that we must eagerly PURSUE and SEEK love and that we are to make it our great quest. If you have read about great quests and adventures throughout history, you know that they take a lot of effort. This tells me we will have to work at love if we are going to walk in it. The words pursue and seek are both strong action words, terms that indicate the need to take initiative and devote energy to what we’re going after. To pursue means, to try to fine or discover, search for. In others words, we need to go after love with all our might and focus, and act as though we absolutely cannot live without it.

       There are degrees of desires, and today’s verse tells us love requires a high level of desire. We want many things, but there are only a fem things God tells us to seek, and love is one of them. If we want to learn about genuine love, we will have to study it and how a loving person handles difficult or tense situations. Observe how he gives to others. Examine the fruit in his life.

        In addition to learning about love, also be diligent to seek and pursue.

     Eagerly pursue and seek to acquire [this] love [make it your aim, your great quest].
                                                                         1 CORINTHIANS 14:1