I was born and abusive child. My life was full of disappointment, and nothing ever when right for me. I was save through Jesus Christ. My relationship with Christ has grown to be awesome, he is my DADDY! God has brought me through every thing. Being Save did not make things easy, in fact it was worst. Killing your Flash to stay in the presence of God is the worst thing you could experience. This road was stuff, standing in the gap for others, and praying for others all the time. I would cry to all the time asking God to do this or that for me. The prayers for the ministry he chose for me to do for him. I still have yet to see it come to the peak, God has shown to me in his word. So many people I prayed for there prayers as been answer over and over again. I love God there’s no doubt in my mind, that he won’t do what I have request unto him. All I have been doing for the people of God. It is still wonderful to see people being bless in the Jesus name. I have been pretty low for lots of years, growing in the word of God, while doing ministry.
      Well my life have taken a Shift. All the years crying out to God when I’m going to have JOY. I have been doing what you say, and yet, I have know joy. I was looking in all the wrong places for the joy that only God can GIVE. A week ago I got a phone call from my daughter, telling me she was going to have a baby. I was a little upset, because I will be traveling to Kenya soon. I was saying O Lord what I’m going to do I don’t have time to raise another grandchild. I have been planing this for six months. so after I said’ Lord you got this. everything is going to work out. so I was excited what was going to come, and just started telling God thank you. Now here comes the JOY! My daughters calls me, and says, mom I’m spotting. I tell her  to go to the doctors to make sure all is well. I’m praying to God please Jesus don’t let her lose the baby. I get a call hour later, my heart is racing cause I don’t know what to expect. She says to me, are you sitting down, I said yes. With these JOYFUL WORDS my daughter said to me, mom I’m having Twins. I was RUNNING all over the house. The first doctors visit, they didn’t see the other baby. All my life I really wanted to feel unspeakable Joy, and this day I will never ever forget our God as bless me indeed. He gave me double blessings. God said from now on it will be double for your troubles. I’m full of so much joy. nothing in this world will make  me fill what I felt when my daughter told me she was having TWINS. This joy I have never had. JOY COMES IN THE MORNING!!!

PSALM 66:I-2

Make A joyful noise unto God, all the earth

sing forth the honor and glory of His name;

make His praise glorious!


When we allow God, our shepherd, to guide us, we have contentment. when we choose to sin and go our way. However, we cannot blame God for the environment we create for ourselves. Our shepherd knows the green meadows and peaceful streams that will restore us. We will reach these places only by following him obediently. Rebelling against the shepherd’s leading is actually rebelling against our own best interests. we must remember this next time we are tempted to go our own way rather than the shepherd’s way.

Psalms to bring us into Gods presence……

Psalms about goodness……..

Psalms of praise……..

Psalms of repentance and forgiveness……

Psalms for times of trouble……….

Psalms of confidence and trust…….



Fear is a dark shadow that envelops us and ultimately imprisons us within ourselves. Everyone has been a prisoner of fear at one time or another fear or rejection, misunderstanding, uncertainty, sickness, or even death. but we can conquer fear by trusting in the lord, who brings salvation. if we want to dispel the darkness of fear, let us remember with the psalm writer that the Lord is my light and salvation.

We often run to God when we experience difficulties. But David sought God’s guiding presence EVERY DAY. When troubles came his way, he was already in God’s presence and prepare to handle any test. Believers can call to God for help at any time, but how shortsighted to call on God only when troubles come. Many of our problems could be avoided or handled far more easily by seeking God’s help and direction beforehand.


We all want people to like us and approve of us. However, our desire for approval can truly be met only by receiving God’s acceptance and approval of us. God told Jeremiah that before He formed him in the womb of his mother, He knew him and approved of him as His chosen instrument. when God says He knows us, He means He really knows us. This is a knowing that leaves nothing out.

i am amazed that God chose me. I do not think I would have chose myself. But God’s tool chest has some interesting things in it. He works with what the world would reject as useless and throw away as trash.

Yes, God chooses and uses what the world would reject! Was Jeremiah perfect? Absolutely not! Jeremiah was fearful, and God had to correct him about fear of people. Jeremiah was afraid of being rejected and disapproved of. God correct him about speaking negatively and encouraged him to go forward and not give up.

Jeremiah :1-8

Be not afraid of them for I am with you to deliver you, says the Lord.



Apr. 23,2010

Thank you God for giving me the love that I needed when no one else would. I’m happy that I brought myself this Bible, so that  can learn more about Jesus, our lord and savior.

Apr. 28,2010

Lord I thank you for waking me up this morning, this is the day the lord has made and I will rejoice and be glad in it. Thank you lord for your grace and mercies, Thank you lord for your many Blessings. Thank you for showing me how to love everyone in spite of how I feel.

May 2,2010

I had to ask God to cleans my soul today, and renew a right spirit in me. God I thank you I can come to you for grace and mercy. It is so wonderful that I can surrender every hurt and disappointment in Jesus name. I need more of you all the time. In church today I felt the burden of your people, there was no praise and worship.

It does not matter how we are feeling about life, God wants our Thanks and our Praise. I love to Worship God, that’s when I get to love on Him, and we share our expression for love to each other. Because He lives in me. God is the light of my life, He is life, without God,  I will surely die. Trust in the Lord He is the Golden key for joy in life.






Conflict is part of everyone’s life. How we deal with conflict is important. The more I have studied the Word, the more I have understood why Jesus is called the lion of the tribe of Judah. It means that He had a strength that was characteristic to a lion that caused Him to deal with things in a majestic way, and yet He’s also called the Lamb of God.

The characteristics of the lion are totally different from those of the lamb,yet the lord is recognized as having both qualities. Some gave us a picture of a lion and a lamb lying down together, and it reminds me that I’m supposed to be a good, godly mixture of both qualities. I never had any trouble with the lion to communicate with someone. especially concerning confrontational issues. we should first pray for God’s grace and mercy to anoint us as lion-hearted lambs. Then we should wait until we have balance in our perspective and approach.

Hasty words spoken without giving any thought to them often cause tremendous trouble. Ecclesiastes 5:2 says,  Be not rash with your mouth, and let not your heart be hasty to utter a word before God…… I believe we should not only be careful with our words to people, but also with our thoughts to God. There have been many times when I have thought out how would handle a situation, and God has let me know that is not how He wants me to handle it. We should form a habit of asking the Lord what He would do before we do any speaking or planning about confrontation.

By: Joyce Meyer




Christians have righteousness, peace, and joy available to them through the Holy Spirit. The satisfaction that we are all looking for is found inside of us through knowing who we are in Christ. Happiness come from being able to get up in the morning liking yourself and going to bed at night liking yourself, without living under a cloud of guilt and condemnation. Peace is the reward of righteousness not of money. You can have you can have all kinds of things, but if you don’t have peace, you won’t have joy. People need right relationships more than they need money. If people are going to spend their lives climbing the ladder of success, they need to be sure their ladder is lending against the right building. It is sad when people spend their lives working to acquire things at expenses of their families, only to get to that top position and find it is one of the loneliest places they could me. It is tragic to spend your life chasing something you didn’t want after all.

First Timothy 6:17 says, As for the rich in this world, charge them not to be proud and arrogant and contemptuous of others, nor set their hopes on uncertain riches, but on God, Who richly and ceaselessly provides us with everything, for our enjoyment.

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